strength transmute into weakness
i went back training today!! it could be said is the happiest training that i've attended this year. senior boys came back, liting and min fang came back too!! the whole atmosphere in the hall totally changed. it had become much lively then before(with all the juniors).
i just love the atmosphere to be so crowded and lively. i find it very fun to be in(:
something really bad happened to me today...i've strained my leg AGAIN. it's very very painful. but not as painful as the time i've strained my calves during tourney early this year. no matter how pain i'm suffering physically, my heart still hurts the most.
anyway, after i've strained my leg today, i've finally realised mr wee really wants me to go back to play. not for the school, but for him. only today, i've then realised and feel the care and concern from him. i'm so touched. perhaps i'm easily touched by anything and everything.
mr wee, i'll definitely get myself back on feet and play for you.
i mean it.
i'll go along with the decision of matches you asked me to play.
i really mean it.
ya, so..my day today passed so fast today with smiles, laughters and boredom.before i could realised it's end of the day, it's already 1 in the midnight. how i wish time would have stop. for us to clear our doubts for anything and everything.
i've found out my own strength. but at the same time, i've figure out my own weakness.
spending much of the time i've been thinking:
无论是酸甜，苦或辣，总是把所有事都往自己的丹田里吞。
是祸，是福？ 那都是看个人的吧。
我真的思索了好一阵子。
不过，也在 那当儿, 有一种落寞涌上心头。
一时之间根本适应不来。
总觉得我对我身边的每一个人都有一种亏欠感。
总是觉得自己欠了他们什么似的。
自己也不是很清楚。
nothing really matters to me right now.even if i've found my strength, it isn't a blessing to me either.
through this, i've realise that memories are not to be remembered in the mind.
but to be demolised from the mind and to be locked and kept in the heart.
labels: blessings to??
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i went back training today!! it could be said is the happiest training that i've attended this year. senior boys came back, liting and min fang came back too!! the whole atmosphere in the hall totally changed. it had become much lively then before(with all the juniors).
i just love the atmosphere to be so crowded and lively. i find it very fun to be in(:
something really bad happened to me today...i've strained my leg AGAIN. it's very very painful. but not as painful as the time i've strained my calves during tourney early this year. no matter how pain i'm suffering physically, my heart still hurts the most.
anyway, after i've strained my leg today, i've finally realised mr wee really wants me to go back to play. not for the school, but for him. only today, i've then realised and feel the care and concern from him. i'm so touched. perhaps i'm easily touched by anything and everything.
mr wee, i'll definitely get myself back on feet and play for you.
i mean it.
i'll go along with the decision of matches you asked me to play.
i really mean it.
ya, so..my day today passed so fast today with smiles, laughters and boredom.before i could realised it's end of the day, it's already 1 in the midnight. how i wish time would have stop. for us to clear our doubts for anything and everything.
i've found out my own strength. but at the same time, i've figure out my own weakness.
spending much of the time i've been thinking:
无论是酸甜，苦或辣，总是把所有事都往自己的丹田里吞。
是祸，是福？ 那都是看个人的吧。
我真的思索了好一阵子。
不过，也在 那当儿, 有一种落寞涌上心头。
一时之间根本适应不来。
总觉得我对我身边的每一个人都有一种亏欠感。
总是觉得自己欠了他们什么似的。
自己也不是很清楚。
nothing really matters to me right now.even if i've found my strength, it isn't a blessing to me either.
through this, i've realise that memories are not to be remembered in the mind.
but to be demolised from the mind and to be locked and kept in the heart.
labels: blessings to??
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